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saya. ([personal profile] squelching) wrote2023-09-22 09:36 pm
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catch-all: reigen.

shitpost... one day...
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[personal profile] spiritconsulting 2023-09-24 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
[that's kind of a hard question to answer without acknowledging things he can't acknowledge. he's a liar. practically every word out of his mouth is a lie, so what kind of hypocrite would he be if he revealed truths others were trying to hide.]

...You didn't want to talk about it, and I didn't think you needed to. If I just skipped you, though, it might have drawn more attention.
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[personal profile] spiritconsulting 2023-09-24 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[this question almost strikes him as funny. just - asking him to lie is nothing. asking him to tell the truth for someone is much harder.]

Saya - even though we're strangers and we didn't decide to be teammates, in the end, that's the situation we're in. We agreed to look out for one another.

I don't mind covering for you. [especially seeing what just happened to mika.] And I'm not the kind of person who feels guilt about deceiving others.
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[personal profile] spiritconsulting 2023-09-25 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
[well, when he said he didn't feel guilt deceiving others, he was lying. he does feel guilt at the idea of answering this direct question dishonestly, but he also isn't capable of just abandoning this charade.]

I didn't provide all of the details, no. It's not necessary and will only cause trouble to be too specific - it might give someone the tools they need to attempt to counter it.
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[personal profile] spiritconsulting 2023-09-25 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
...Can I ask you why you didn't want to share yours?
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[personal profile] spiritconsulting 2023-09-28 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[...ah.]

Well, that's a good enough reason for me. [he shrugs.] I think everybody has something like that, don't they? Some way you prefer others to see you, some side of yourself you don't know how if they'll accept. I know I do.
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[personal profile] spiritconsulting 2023-09-29 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[a small, slightly self-deprecating smile.]

Even me. [there's a reason he just keeps lying about things even when it's obvious no one is buying it.] Even if I know it probably doesn't matter, I still can't quite get over that feeling sometimes.

So it's no big deal, if there's a side of yourself you aren't ready to share. But if you do ever change your mind, I think it's pretty likely people will be more understanding than you think they'll be.