[he's quiet for a long second, and then he has to cover his mouth with the other hand. his posture changes a little, too. much less straight, confident.]
It's not fine. I told you, didn't I? In the end, once you make a decision like that, but you can't control who gets hurt.
The cage, the camera and the electric fence... The toxin made people feel sick but it didn't hurt them. I think you tried to keep her in the shop at first because you didn't want to kill her. It just looked bad because nobody had enough context.
[he won't! anyway, breathing out, tense, as she explains all of that.]
...Pretty much. I ran my mouth off at her. Said some stupid things and I guess she was more pissed off than I thought. Good thing that gun of mine was a fake, right? [since he did in fact shoot himself directly in the heart with it.] I had the Halt power, though, and my cursed cologne, so I was able to stop her and...all of that was the best I could think of to do with the five minutes I had. Just. Lock her up somewhere and keep spraying her to knock her out until morning. And at some point when my cologne started to run out I got it in my head to set up the motion detector and the fence so I could make a break for it and know if she managed to wake up enough to come after me.
Pretty pathetic plan, but... yeah. I wound up hiding out in the prison since I knew it would shut off her powers if she came inside. But things just got out of control.
It's bad enough that I let it get that bad. It's bad enough that I said all of that stupid crap that made her angry in the first place.
It wasn't something I said. It was something I told her I did, which was a lie, but she believed was true. She thought I was going around killing off a bunch of yokai for money and boasting about it on my website to get more clients, and she thought that because I wanted her to. The only problem is, it turns out she was a yokai herself...
I know I must sound like I feel really sorry for myself, but it's more that - any idiot could see that this tendency of mine was going to get me killed one day. I can't even be that angry about it.
Idiot. I was trying to take her to the hospital, but as soon as I left the power dampening part of the station, I just - I had to just drop her there and record that fucking video while she bled out on the ground. What was even the point? I deleted it right away.
[somewhere in this man's outbox there is a video confession about all the ways he's a fraud filmed with yae just bleeding to death in the background.]
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It's not fine. I told you, didn't I? In the end, once you make a decision like that, but you can't control who gets hurt.
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[why is he like this, honestly.]
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[stop being like this!!! sir!!!!!]
What happened, Reigen?
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...Pretty much. I ran my mouth off at her. Said some stupid things and I guess she was more pissed off than I thought. Good thing that gun of mine was a fake, right? [since he did in fact shoot himself directly in the heart with it.] I had the Halt power, though, and my cursed cologne, so I was able to stop her and...all of that was the best I could think of to do with the five minutes I had. Just. Lock her up somewhere and keep spraying her to knock her out until morning. And at some point when my cologne started to run out I got it in my head to set up the motion detector and the fence so I could make a break for it and know if she managed to wake up enough to come after me.
Pretty pathetic plan, but... yeah. I wound up hiding out in the prison since I knew it would shut off her powers if she came inside. But things just got out of control.
It's bad enough that I let it get that bad. It's bad enough that I said all of that stupid crap that made her angry in the first place.
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It wasn't pathetic! You acted in self defense. She tried to make you kill yourself just because she didn't like something you said.
I don't think you did anything wrong. You didn't... She attacked you first.
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It wasn't something I said. It was something I told her I did, which was a lie, but she believed was true. She thought I was going around killing off a bunch of yokai for money and boasting about it on my website to get more clients, and she thought that because I wanted her to. The only problem is, it turns out she was a yokai herself...
I know I must sound like I feel really sorry for myself, but it's more that - any idiot could see that this tendency of mine was going to get me killed one day. I can't even be that angry about it.
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[she is a reigen apologist, sorry.]
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[he is a reigen anti.]
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[this is the only part he's offended by.]
Idiot. I was trying to take her to the hospital, but as soon as I left the power dampening part of the station, I just - I had to just drop her there and record that fucking video while she bled out on the ground. What was even the point? I deleted it right away.
[somewhere in this man's outbox there is a video confession about all the ways he's a fraud filmed with yae just bleeding to death in the background.]
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the way saya has to admire the pettiness but also. girl.]
... She was dying and that's what she decided to do in her last minutes?
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[she wasn't dying when she wrote it, it was just a delayed effect.]
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but for now, she just sighs.]
... Oh, well. There's nothing to be done about it now.
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Hey, Saya. I guess I should say thanks for sticking up for me. Even if I didn't make it easy.
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... We're a team. I'm not going to let you die if I can help it.