she's nodding, about to answer, except. she pauses, and then:]
Oh. [...] Saya...
[this kind of just. makes her really upset. because same hat, in people just deciding you aren't worth it. because you aren't worth losing out on something else. she holds saya's hand a little more tightly.]
Are you gonna be super mad if I say fuck that guy?
she squeezes nimona's hand, staring at the spot where the last panel was for a moment longer before she slowly breathes in. breathes out.]
A little.
[quietly. unfortunately... sometimes people suck and you still care about them, anyway. but then she offers her a smile, somewhat sad but mostly fond fond.]
But it's okay, because I know you're mad at him because you care about me, too.
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The task said we just have to buy them, right? So it's probably okay if we end up not liking them.
[anyway!! as they approach the store... it is memshare time.]
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she's nodding, about to answer, except. she pauses, and then:]
Oh. [...] Saya...
[this kind of just. makes her really upset. because same hat, in people just deciding you aren't worth it. because you aren't worth losing out on something else. she holds saya's hand a little more tightly.]
Are you gonna be super mad if I say fuck that guy?
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she squeezes nimona's hand, staring at the spot where the last panel was for a moment longer before she slowly breathes in. breathes out.]
A little.
[quietly. unfortunately... sometimes people suck and you still care about them, anyway. but then she offers her a smile, somewhat sad but mostly fond fond.]
But it's okay, because I know you're mad at him because you care about me, too.
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You deserve better.
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she tugs her a little closer, so she can pull her into a hug.]
You deserve better, too, you know.
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... I think I do too. [she's starting to believe it by being here, with people who care about her.]
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[she's repeating herself, but something like this is worth repeating. she holds her for a second longer, before she starts to pull away.]
I'm sorry they didn't appreciate you. It's their loss.